This is how i feel right now. I know everyone says its hard planning a wedding, its just one of those things that i coulde never really internalize until you begin it. what could be so hard about cooking all your own food, inviting people to stay for a whole week and offering them meals, decorating, planning, cleaning, home-improving, hiring staff, etc all your self? i mean, when you think about it seems easy, right?

just an update to say that although i feel like this everyday, i am still totally pumped and looking forward to the week when all our friends arrive to help and looking forward to the day even more. its holding all those details in your brain and body everyday that could kill a person. we couldn't even begin to do this without all the awesome family and friends that have been pulling their talents together. Now, I have to go pick up a pig so i can cook it later today!